I've been suffering from insomnia lately, thinking about a lot of things every day. Actually, I'm a very strong-willed person. I've always wanted to become an influential person on Twitter, but in reality, I haven't. I'm lacking some luck and some ability, and I feel like I'm getting lazier now. I used to make some market analysis charts every day, but I don't know when I stopped doing it 😂. I guess many people don't know that I started as a market analyst. The key market trends I led my followers through didn't go well. The BCH in 312 that year, my influence was really big at that time. I led my followers to go long on BCH from 200 to 500, continued to hold, aiming for 1000, and then suffered huge losses. Last year's ZEN was the same. Clearly, I planned at 10 and 15, the highest was 46, but a bunch of people followed me and lost money. Every time I was greedy, the target was too high. I always had an obsession, never knowing when to stop. I often wonder if the BCH in 312 had reached 1000, if last year's ZEN had reached 100, would the outcome be different? Would I become the most influential person? Unfortunately, life doesn't have 'if', only results and consequences. In fact, although I am an ancient first-generation KOL, I haven't had any glorious achievements in recent years. I haven't led my followers to make money. I'm trash, I'm a loser. My own trading is also a mess. Last year, I made a few big waves, the profits added up to at least 10 million dollars, but in reality, I'm still losing money overall. My defense is particularly poor, always experiencing big ups and downs. The past me was a failure. I'm sorry to every fan who trusted me. In the future, I hope to regain the passion and responsibility I had when I first became a KOL in 2018. I want to share more valuable content and help my loyal fans who still trust me make money, while continuing to improve my understanding and trading skills. Previously, this account was posted by me and my team. In the future, I plan to post entirely by myself. That's all for now. It's daylight, and I, the insomniac, need to sleep.