In fact this world There weren't a few people Or rather Except for myself There is no one else I can really understand myself I lost 14 million Later, I lost the 1 million deposit I gave to my daughter-in-law And then after the deposit was lost I borrowed another 600,000 online And then later I think the interest rate of online loans is too high In order to repay the online loan I mortgaged the house and borrowed 1.26 million But after the mortgage of the house of 1.26 million was lent out I didn't pay back a penny of my online loan I used the 1.26 million to continue to buy coins now All of this It's almost gone A lot of people accuse me of being greedy Accusing me of having a family and still being so risk-aware But Until now There are too few people who really understand me Too little Everything I do My greed Exactly for my family I was 14 million when I was 14 million Why continue to be radical That's what I think for my son My daughter My third child My dad My mom That's 14 million is too little Too little I can't make a class leap Can't give me peace of mind I have at least 50 million At least another 70 million barely able to make my family Reach a wealth level that barely crosses the hierarchy To put it another way If I didn't have that idea I wouldn't have 14 million either Probably when I had 4 million And that's it If I don't have a family No children It's just that I'm single What desires will I have? It's true Maybe I have 100,000 dollars I feel relaxed and happy But Now for that As a married me As a father of 3 children It's true I don't regret it all I don't aspire to be single anymore I really feel family responsibility Even if I destroy something that should be good I still feel The meaning of life It's family It's the kids I yesterday Take a walk with my son I told him I was in debt of 2 million There is no money left to renovate the house It also takes 2 million to renovate the house Let's be honest My son would love to live in a villa He dreamed of it But I told him all about it My son is terrible at math But he asked me in a surprised and sad tone "Dad, isn't that why we have to have 4 million, and our balance is 0? ” We sat on a chair by the lake in the promenade park Father and son had a lonely and heartfelt conversation with each other He told me He really wanted to study hard But it really can't be done Now a lot of teachers have given up on him Math teacher English teacher all gave up on him There are only Chinese teachers The most encouraging to him He is very grateful to his Chinese teacher But he said Teachers in other subjects gave up on him He wanted to give up himself Talking and talking Wipe away tears He said he was injured once The English teacher asked him to answer the questions He said he was injured But the English teacher didn't care He also asked him to copy words I didn't care or ask him where he was hurt I hear it all It's not a taste either But what can be done school teacher It's fractionalism For this I was still a little confident before My son doesn't study well But I have money My son's future may not be bad But Today I ran out of money The son is still a scumbag What do I rely on? And what kind of confidence? In the absence of money Let my scumbag son What about breaking through the system? But that's it Life is cruel I'm a stupid son Usually it seems to be a big grin When I said We may never be able to live in a villa again When I still have to pay off my debts I could see the sorrow he had never felt at this age He said he wanted to be a game streamer in the future You can also make money by relying on game streamers He had no money to live in Let his son live His son can't Let his grandson live ay But I didn't tell him It's possible that Dad can't pay it yet Even the house is gone...... That's it That's it I don't know why I say this possible That's the meaning of my number As a man The backbone of a family A lot of my vulnerability I can't post on Moments I can't tell my parents, my wife, and my children Who can I speak......