Are there any siblings who play APEX? Recently, I have been watching the championship journey of VKG and Kai'Sa. I started playing APEX in 2019 and watched Kai'Sa in 2021. At that time, there was still a legend of Star Cup S1 one-on-three, and mdy1.0 roared from a questioned temporary anchor team to a professional game. At that time, I was still interning, exploring a path from the previous era. 2021 is the last glorious year of traditional finance and the Internet, and it is also the great year of DeFi Summer. If I had learned about Crypto at that time instead of studying the metaverse, it would have been a better choice. In 2023, MDY broke out the rhythm of the "four-person squad", Kai'Sa was attacked by the whole network at that time, everyone said that he played abstraction to destroy the apex environment, maliciously cheated with a bad atmosphere, and even some people went to open the box He affected his family's life, which also made Kai'Sa cancel the account of Station B, and some recording men no longer recorded Kai'Sa, and I didn't continue to watch it since then. I was in England at that time. The dual pressures of academics and exploring Crypto, combined with the cold, rainy and long days and long nights in the UK, have caused my mental state to fall into a trough, and I may not have fully come out of it now. Q3 2023 was also the most desperate time for the Crypto market, when VCs stopped investing and recruiting, and I graduated at that time. I thought the next bull cycle would come in 2026 and was ready to wait for 3 years. Now I still have the idea that the debt cycle has just begun to rotate. My exploration of the Crypto world is difficult to say smoothly, and in the midst of stumbling, fortunately, with the support and help of some noble people, I was barely on the right track. I started writing my Twitter account in 2022 and wrote it hard like this for 3 years. Web3 philosopher is the name given from the beginning - it is not popular to call it Web3 now, I do think it is not Web3, but Neo-Finance. The invention of Crypto did not change the productivity or the relations of production, but it revolutionised the issuance and circulation of money and assets until it became a member of the dollar system. Soon I forgot about APEX, about Kai'Sa, MDY and later about the VKG team. Occasionally, I heard that Kai'Sa was no longer live and APEX was going to be finished, and a large number of APEX streamers switched to playing Delta. Until July 2025, Rita @Mimoo1201 suddenly saw that Kai'Sa had won the championship. This moment seems to be like a calling, a call for me in 2021 to who I am now. In 2021, I interned at Tencent and ByteDance, and then went to start a business. I explored and learned many things, and this was the most free time of my life. I thought it would all continue, like Kai'Sa on the Star Cup S1, I was doing things in many directions at the same time without feeling tired. Until one day, the narrative of the metaverse ended, and I just started to understand Crypto when the Luna crash occurred, the Federal Reserve raised interest rates, and the credit cycle entered a contraction. And now, Kai'Sa has won the championship. He has become more mature and comfortable on the field. I also gradually changed my youthful spirit to a more determined attitude. It's just that I'm not back at the top yet. When I was 22 years old, I thought no one could hammer me, I wanted to become a half-bright and half-dark cloud in the sky, that was my "Golden Age". Now I have to face a lot of inner spiritual torture, and my energy has to be diverted to a lot of anxiety and depression in my heart, but I always firmly believe that I am the cow that is not hammered, the maverick pig. There was a breath in my heart, which tormented me and supported me. When this anger disappears, I will be old. Aging is a mental death. At some point in my life, I may wake up and find that I was so old in the past, and I am extremely young now. I refused to accept a pretending free and easy hippy life, and my will and philosophy were like thorns in my back, forcing me to charge into life. The youthful spirit of one fight and three, the oil cup is right. Genius finally has to grow from adversity. A little bit of grandeur, a thousand miles of wind.